So first I had orientation at my new job that I am so excited about! I get awesome pay and benefits! I’m so excited! Everyone seems super sweet and supportive.
Then I got to see my amazing boyfriend to celebrate. We had awesome fun times (five times for me ;) ) and then we played dj hero which was super fun! I was even pretty alright on easy lol then burgers and malts to top it off. He always makes me laugh and smile so much, it’s simply amazing. He’s amazing <3
Had an amazing day today. Got to go out to eat with my amazing boyfriend, then had fun running errands and walking around, then went back and played a fun game. All in all pretty great day! I love him so much!
basically i dont care if you drink smoke or do drugs as long as you can hold a conversation about something besides the fact that you drink smoke or do drugs
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This is Merle. Merle is a frog. He was in our yard. We saved his life. Merle the frog is now in a nice pond. Merle was a bad frog. He tried to follow us, and may get eaten by a duck. We hope Merle will live. Goodbye Merle. You will be missed.
Okay, so something seems to be wrong. Yesterday and today have been so weird… First, I get super grumpy, snap at my Grandma (which I don’t think I’ve ever done before…), get super clingy with all of my friends (mostly Jason) then get pissed off when they don’t reply and pout because I think that they don’t like me? I am so confused by that…. Then I just get super whiny and don’t want to do anything, so I finally drag myself out of the house to get keys made, and get all impatient with the guy making them before almost crying because the girl at the check-out stand asked me a few questions. I had to take pills to sleep because every time I tried sleeping I would have seriously bad thoughts and almost nightmares. So I finally sleep, wake up this morning super happy, upbeat and excited because I got a call back for a job. Tell everyone, stay super excited for a while. Then get to see Isaiah, that was fun, but I got super anxious at the end and didn’t even want to cuddle. Now I’m crying hysterically for reasons I am almost 100% sure I made up because when I think about them rationally they don’t make any sense… I know I’m not PMSing. I know that I’m not super stressed. I have no idea what’s going on! It’s so not okay. I just want to sleep, but I can’t because I can’t stop crying…. Why is this so hard?!